Feelings

I've been cooking since I was 14, and I didn't feel anything much towards the food/animal whenever I've to slice/dice/marinate them. But today... I suddenly felt so bad for the little black chicken in my hands... of course its the packet type I bought from NTUC, I've no guts killing anyone/anything. Maybe its because I've never handled a whole chicken in my entire cooking life... as I examined its body closely, looking at its half closed eyes, I suddenly felt so sad for the little fella, must have been a painful death... on the spur of the moment, thoughts of being a vegan did cross my mind (but then again, I would have to cook for the family n would have to handle poultry, unless they become vegans too), no more chicken, pork, fish, beef, mutton etc... but how can I, a chicken love live without chicken meat?? So there goes my sympathy, down the sink...

Happy 26 months Meia

My little gal turns 26 mths today and I'm glad to say her loving nature is getting stronger, she's also learning new words n making sentences... but to potty train her isn't easy and I'm still struggling on that with her. But I'm not gonna make a big deal outta it, although I really do wish that she'll go diaperless soon in the day.

26 mths down the road, I'm still learning how to be a good parent. It ain't easy as we are mirror images to our kids. I've to be careful on how I behave infront of Meia.

Happy 26 months darling, I shan't say much in this post, except that I wish u good health always.

How am I coping?

My confinement auntie has been gone for a week, but I'm glad to say that I'm coping rather well with little Max and he to me :) its really a joy watching him grow, smile n hearing his coos... oh well, I do admit when he cries, he's really like an amplifier haha.

I've to keep this post short n sweet, I've not much free time now, just wanna let everyone who's concern about me know that I'm doing well.

Happy 2 Months Little Maxus

To my dearest son

2 months have past since u joined our family, and I'm so thankful that I've been given this chance to be your mother. Each morning when you awake, I'll be the priviledged first to see that wonderful smile of yours... its so sweet, my heart melts.

U've grown quite alot since birth, alot stronger and handsome, no longer the tiny little baby, but a big boy now.

Mommy has only one wish for you right now, that is to be strong n healthy. I love u my darling son! Happy 2 months!

Love with hugs n kisses
Mommy

Hello

Hi frens, its been a long while since I last blogged, I've been busy... even now as I'm typing this post, I'm actually multi-tasking... hahha milking myself, typing this post, reading blogs, n checking my emails.... hmmm I wonder if my husband can do this, but as u know, Men are LOUSY at multi-tasking.

Anyway, I won't be having much time online already, not until at least Max is slightly older. Meia is quite a handful already, but I'm slowly letting her get used to the fact that she needs to share me with her brother. Actually I really feel sorry for both of my kids... I'm really a lousy mom... especially towards Meia... Last night, I was so upped to the neck, I used the cane on her... (I only restrict to caning her palms n bottom of feet), well I'll always remind myself not to beat out of anger, but only to discipline. I know she's terrified, I was like a mean killing machine yesterday, something my daughter isn't used to. But, all that came to an end during bedtime. I hugged n kissed her goodnight n both of us drifted to sleep...

Well, if u do wanna contact me, its best to do it via the handphone... take care.